Zach's Birthday Bash

Took a cab over to nerd's place to pick him up at 3pm then we head down to Zach's place.
He organized a BBQ cum gathering session for his friends and at the same time celebrate his 24th.

Went to Tiong Baru Plaza to get some BBQ stuff before heading back to Zach's place. I was rather tired so, i forgot what really happen. haha. Nerd was nice enough to peel the prawns for me and i remember the cake being very sinful. Most of the time, we're either talking rubbish or stoning. haha.

The sickeningly sweet couple.

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We got bored and started cam-whoring outside the toilet. =p

We chilled till 12plus before Wei Rong send Cher, Nerd and me home.

Thanks Rong. =)





P.S. i think i should stop blogging. =( either i have nothing to write or i am too lazy to put my thoughts into words. =(

Dead

It happen again today. I wonder how long more can i take it.
I want everything to be like the past. How heartless can you get?

Feeling hopeless, helpless, useless, soul-less and ..... Can't think of any -less words.
Tears just keep rolling down......................
I hate myself for loving you.

You're a stranger to me. I no longer know you. No longer the one whom i fell in love with.
What happen in the middle? What happen to us?




If only i could turn back time.

Forbidden love

I've have always thought no matter what we'll always pull through.
I always have faith in us.
Learning to care about your feelings, putting you in front, but end of the day, you said i was self- centered.
All along i thought a relationship is when two people come together and have a life together. Sharing problems and communicating.
No one is perfect in this world. I would never imagine you would say that you want to find a girl that is more compatible to you. That's like you. I can feel my heart breaking into pieces.
Someone once said, if there's one bad point you cannot accept about your partner, no matter how many good points he/she has is useless.
But you said, if you have any bad points why don't you try to minimize it?
Have you asked yourself what's yours?

I thought, you just don't love me that much and someday you will. But i never ever thought that you just want a girl that's like you so that you could settle down and start a family without the girl disturbing you at all. Whether or not it is me, it doesn't make any difference to you.

I am torn. Words from you pierce right through me. I don't know you anymore.

I'll change.

Close your eyes.

MA assignment due today! went to school to hand in and headed back home. so tired!
I seriously need to sleep. But before doing that, i've got to finish up three articles, print out my HR assignment, watch one episode of GOSSIP GIRL! im so in love with this show!


we've finally decided on a model. now i cant wait to start out and launch the next collection! =)

Goodbye old love, Hello new love!

Marketing and HR projects are due next week. we've only started with .......... mm....
the questions for HR and part A for marketing? exams in a month's time. shit.! so afraid im gonna fail. think i gotta start studying now. =( hate it when exams are coming. =(

went to watch X-men today. like the show! you should watch it too!

anyhoos, Got my advance 21st birthday present from mum and dad! =)
They change my car. =)

My old ride. that is my first car. never gave any problems before.even though i always forget to bring it to the service center. It's also big and comfy.

My new ride. =) My second car. i love it! but i think im too short =( gotta adjust the seat so front. =( it's big and comfy too. got the same feeling as the old one when i drive. only it is better in everything! though this is not the car that i really want. but i still love it!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the best birthday present ever! =)


thanks mum and dad.
i love you. =)








Mel's going taiwan to celebrate her bday. =))
lucky girl......
let's pray that my nice and lovely boyfriend still reads my blog.

how i wish i can celebrate my birthday in Finland.. i can see the aurora, play with huskies all day, sleep in igloo at night, skinny dip in the freezing lake then shiver back to the sauna, make a snowman, cuddle together and watch the snow falls.... etc etc...

That will be the second Best 21st birthday present someone can ever received. Right? kekke.

*please read this entry, ren*

P.S im gonna be so broke. petrol consumption is higher now. =(

Shawdows leading the way

one thing i realise about myself..... i cannot take stress... =(
i'll be super grouchy.. come to think of it..... what's there to stress about?
Life is a beautiful thing that we should learn to enjoy. right?

but, without that something.. life wont be that beautiful anymore.
yes... it wont be that beautiful.

alright... im just talking nonsense. ignore me.


Today, shawna, cherlyn and i went for the sale at Toa Pahoy.
didnt know what sale is that. we just follow shawna. LOL.
And thanks to her........... we got alot of things for ourselves!
i spent like $235 on cosmetics and perfumes and body lotion.!

bought Ferragamo and anna sui body lotion plus perfume and MAKE UPSSS!!!
im so addicted to MAKE UPSSS!!! though i seldom wear them cuz im too lazy... but i just love to buy them!!... Seriously... i love to buy everything that i wont usually use. =( and i spend a bomb. dad refuses to pay my bill this month... im so broke. =( this sucks.

these are the things i bought. =) im so proud of it!!

thanks shawna!!!

side tracking..... Spend my friday watching gossip girl and playing restaurant city and trying my best to finish up my assignment. i've school tml. =( boring....................
think i'll just head to bed now! so tired. good nite!

Dangerously cute

i've forsake my blog for a long time............. so long...........
Yesterday, went to royston's 21st bday celebration. saw alot of my secondary sch friends. it's been 7 years. we've all grown. they grow in height, i grow in size. =( i realised that im still that short! =( after all these years, i start to think what have i been doing? miss my grow spurt. =(

Happy 21st !

After the celebration, went prawning with chervonne, anthony, terence, ren and me! didnt take any photos. nowadays, my camera stays lying on my table. i stop bringing it out. cuz there's no one as enthu as me when taking photos. so i lose my excitement in taking photos. which im pretty sad about. =( Ren, you should be more enthu in taking photos. =( lol.

so... After prawning, i went over to rel's place to pass her the dress. one satisfied customer. ren drove me over. thanks ren. rel was complaining that i've not been blogging and bla bla bla.. so i deicded to write an entry to please her. hahaha. i'll update more often yeah!

today, ren went over sembawang to deliver two dresses to his fren. but i think they waited till they fall asleep. thanks ren! so sweet of you. anyway, i do not know who still read this pathetic blog. but i'll just advertise here too...

I've jus setup a blogshop. Http://fashology.livejournal.com do come and have a look. =)

anyhoos, ren has been an angel these few days. and i think i've been such a bitch to keep finding fault in him. im sorry. guess im still pms-ing. =( he's been really patient and he's willing to accompany me do the things i love. =) Thanks you for being my dispatch boy. love you. =)

tml i'll be having morning class. sigh.... and im still awake.... maybe i should get some sleep. good night.