Beach Cabana and other random stuffs

Chill out session with Shawn and Joyce yesterday. We went over to East coast for dinner, this place call Beach Cabana. Shawn was kind enough to come over and pick me from home, then pick joyce from work before heading to our destination. We reached there about 7 plus and i was starving! =( Since exams started, i've been eating a lot, now my stomach is bulging out already. =(

So anyway, baby ribs for Joyce and I, rib eye for Shawn. Their ribs are hard and the meat is dry and the worst part is it's so damn hard to cut!!! =( By the time i finish cutting and eating, I'm hungry again. =( Order fries and Topshell then we started catching up and cam whoring. =)
Chatted till 11pm before heading over to Joyce's place to play with Lolli, then Home Sweet Home.

Thanks Shawn for dinner and the ride home and CIGGIES!! haha. =)













I'm growing fatter day by day. =(
Can't even see my dimples when i smile already! =(
This's bad. I'll start my diet starting from Monday! So i still have 3 more days to eat!

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So... my exams are over and i went for training today. Two more trainings left before I officially start work! i hope i passed the training today. Customer scolded me for not being able to process his bets before the market close. He called like 30 seconds before the market close. And he called back to complain about me! kekke. He's suppose to win, but because I'm speaking really slowly, he can't place his bets on time! Opps... i didn't mean it... I'm just a trainee... kekke. =p Hope he wasn't too angry.



Think it has been a month since i last talked to you. Terence talk to me today over msn. And he said "I'm very sure he has loved you before and that's the most important thing."
One thing i've learnt. never ever be with a guy that had a 5/6/7/8/9 ...... years relationship. Because end of the day, you're just a rebound. No matter how well you treat them, you're just dirt to be wipe off once they get bored. Though it hurts so much, but I've accepted the facts. Hope you're genuinely happy hugging those girls, as what i heard. After all this while, I never really know you at all. Take care always. =)

Zach's Birthday Bash

Took a cab over to nerd's place to pick him up at 3pm then we head down to Zach's place.
He organized a BBQ cum gathering session for his friends and at the same time celebrate his 24th.

Went to Tiong Baru Plaza to get some BBQ stuff before heading back to Zach's place. I was rather tired so, i forgot what really happen. haha. Nerd was nice enough to peel the prawns for me and i remember the cake being very sinful. Most of the time, we're either talking rubbish or stoning. haha.

The sickeningly sweet couple.

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We got bored and started cam-whoring outside the toilet. =p

We chilled till 12plus before Wei Rong send Cher, Nerd and me home.

Thanks Rong. =)





P.S. i think i should stop blogging. =( either i have nothing to write or i am too lazy to put my thoughts into words. =(

Dead

It happen again today. I wonder how long more can i take it.
I want everything to be like the past. How heartless can you get?

Feeling hopeless, helpless, useless, soul-less and ..... Can't think of any -less words.
Tears just keep rolling down......................
I hate myself for loving you.

You're a stranger to me. I no longer know you. No longer the one whom i fell in love with.
What happen in the middle? What happen to us?




If only i could turn back time.

Forbidden love

I've have always thought no matter what we'll always pull through.
I always have faith in us.
Learning to care about your feelings, putting you in front, but end of the day, you said i was self- centered.
All along i thought a relationship is when two people come together and have a life together. Sharing problems and communicating.
No one is perfect in this world. I would never imagine you would say that you want to find a girl that is more compatible to you. That's like you. I can feel my heart breaking into pieces.
Someone once said, if there's one bad point you cannot accept about your partner, no matter how many good points he/she has is useless.
But you said, if you have any bad points why don't you try to minimize it?
Have you asked yourself what's yours?

I thought, you just don't love me that much and someday you will. But i never ever thought that you just want a girl that's like you so that you could settle down and start a family without the girl disturbing you at all. Whether or not it is me, it doesn't make any difference to you.

I am torn. Words from you pierce right through me. I don't know you anymore.

I'll change.

Close your eyes.

MA assignment due today! went to school to hand in and headed back home. so tired!
I seriously need to sleep. But before doing that, i've got to finish up three articles, print out my HR assignment, watch one episode of GOSSIP GIRL! im so in love with this show!


we've finally decided on a model. now i cant wait to start out and launch the next collection! =)

Goodbye old love, Hello new love!

Marketing and HR projects are due next week. we've only started with .......... mm....
the questions for HR and part A for marketing? exams in a month's time. shit.! so afraid im gonna fail. think i gotta start studying now. =( hate it when exams are coming. =(

went to watch X-men today. like the show! you should watch it too!

anyhoos, Got my advance 21st birthday present from mum and dad! =)
They change my car. =)

My old ride. that is my first car. never gave any problems before.even though i always forget to bring it to the service center. It's also big and comfy.

My new ride. =) My second car. i love it! but i think im too short =( gotta adjust the seat so front. =( it's big and comfy too. got the same feeling as the old one when i drive. only it is better in everything! though this is not the car that i really want. but i still love it!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the best birthday present ever! =)


thanks mum and dad.
i love you. =)








Mel's going taiwan to celebrate her bday. =))
lucky girl......
let's pray that my nice and lovely boyfriend still reads my blog.

how i wish i can celebrate my birthday in Finland.. i can see the aurora, play with huskies all day, sleep in igloo at night, skinny dip in the freezing lake then shiver back to the sauna, make a snowman, cuddle together and watch the snow falls.... etc etc...

That will be the second Best 21st birthday present someone can ever received. Right? kekke.

*please read this entry, ren*

P.S im gonna be so broke. petrol consumption is higher now. =(

Shawdows leading the way

one thing i realise about myself..... i cannot take stress... =(
i'll be super grouchy.. come to think of it..... what's there to stress about?
Life is a beautiful thing that we should learn to enjoy. right?

but, without that something.. life wont be that beautiful anymore.
yes... it wont be that beautiful.

alright... im just talking nonsense. ignore me.


Today, shawna, cherlyn and i went for the sale at Toa Pahoy.
didnt know what sale is that. we just follow shawna. LOL.
And thanks to her........... we got alot of things for ourselves!
i spent like $235 on cosmetics and perfumes and body lotion.!

bought Ferragamo and anna sui body lotion plus perfume and MAKE UPSSS!!!
im so addicted to MAKE UPSSS!!! though i seldom wear them cuz im too lazy... but i just love to buy them!!... Seriously... i love to buy everything that i wont usually use. =( and i spend a bomb. dad refuses to pay my bill this month... im so broke. =( this sucks.

these are the things i bought. =) im so proud of it!!

thanks shawna!!!

side tracking..... Spend my friday watching gossip girl and playing restaurant city and trying my best to finish up my assignment. i've school tml. =( boring....................
think i'll just head to bed now! so tired. good nite!