Remember i'll still be here

everything is so good now.
please don't take it away from me again.
im so happy being with you.
thank you for your patience.
kisses and hugs!
happy anni, chunky.
love you much.



anyway, happy chinese new year everyone.
may everyone have a happy and prosperous year ahead.
take more "ang baos"
win more money.

" HUAT ARH! "

My good friend.

im always there for you when you need me.
you're always there for me when i need you.

but... you're so demanding in everything.
even as a friend.
im busy with school work.
my projects are all gonna due.

i find time to meet you to take the photos.
but you want everything your way.
you cannot compromise.
and when things don't go your way, you quarrel with me.
you can even use vulgarities on me.
you always complain that im really busy.
you think i wana be?
i hate doing projects,
why cant you be more understanding?

im tired of always quarrelling with you.
it don't hurt you, but it hurts me alot.
i treated you as my good friend.
i've always try to give you the things you expect.
but i can never reach your expectation.
have you ever thought maybe you expect too much?

forget it.
i don't wish to talk anymore.
here i am tearing and typing, there you are cursing and swearing at me.

i treasure you as a friend.
i've never expect anything from you.
i've always try to be there for you.
even in the middle of the night when the next day i've got lesson.

im really disappointed.
i duno what to say.
it just hurts.

Sugar fairy

went to colour my hair today.
it didn't go that well at all.
i should have just stayed with agnes.
now i looked like a bloody ah lian.
my colour is so striking!!! =(
that's so bad! cry!

cant even see my highlights.
i think i've gotta go back to do. !!!!!!!! =(
maybe i'll just dye my hair black the next time.

Dragonfly.

went dragonfly for shawn's celebration.
when we reached, he's like half gone alr. zZz
i've been spending alot recently.
shall cut down, starting from now!

i need to get a job.
those super flexible working time.

and im falling sick again.

Chinese new year is coming.
but i don't feel the mood at all?
no one is asking me to go chinatown shop.
why huh. =(

my brain isn't working.
shall stop typing here.

i miss you so much.

Nobody's home

i cant wait to get to school.
cherlyn is dancing for me today. =)


i've been feeling really bad.
and i've been running away from this bad feeling i have.
im afraid of the outcome.
i know what i want, i know what i need to do.
all that's left to be done is doing it.
now, im just waiting.
it sucks to wait.

the only thing that can draw my attention away when im at home, is to watch two and a half man.
i finished season2 yesterday.
today im gonna watch season3.

forced myself to work.
yeah. half the time, i duno what im doing.
but i shall just call it working.

i hope everything i do will be worthwhile.
and the results will be a happy one.

i duno what the outcome is.
i hope it's not gonna be too hard on me and i'll be able to pull it off.

God! im dreading it.