Happy birthday, Gera

exams have kept me so busy.. hasn't been updating my blog for a week.
this is a post long due..

happy birthday, Gera.
went to celebrate Gera's birthday at Swensen, Orchard.
Everyone came.. including ben. =)
we had fun cam whoring. lol.
anyway, here are all the photos.







































im off to study. two more papers to go. stressed up! =(

Saturday fever

after one week of not seeing ren, we finally spend the whole day together today.
was suppose to go to the bird park. but ended up....... he overslept. and when he woke up, the car wasn't in the car porch and i gotta take a cab down his place to meet him.

and obviously bird park was canceled!!!! =(
im angry. with him for sleeping late and not planning things properly.
but i guess it just lasted a while.
we played shopping maul, watch Saw V. than ask Ryl to play shopping maul with us again.
i admit im a noob at gaming. ESPECIALLY DOTA.
after my exams i'll train. =p

after playing shopping maul, we went jumbo to eat with ren and his family.
it's sort of a farewell dinner for Rick, as he's going shanghai to work for a year.
food was fantastic !

we went to support Rex after dinner.
my first time seeing a badminton competition. =)
it was really exciting.
see the way they move. so swift. so beautiful.
we saw this player that have hands and legs coordination problem.
it's really comical. now i know how i look when i play badminton.
i've got serious hands and legs coordination problem. hahahaha =x
Rex loses in the end, but he's still a good player. =)













headed home after the competition to rest awhile and then we headed to the airport to send Rick off.
so i guess i won't be seeing him for one year. =(
Ren's dad send me home after that.



and this is how i spent my saturday.
ren didn't sleep today. =)
i am happy. at least he tries.
and i hope he'll always try.


come to think of it.
he hasn't been drinking for the past 3 weeks.
there're some improvements.
or maybe he's just too busy with work.
but, he has not touch any liquor for three weeks.

we really did go through alot yeah..
i remember how he used to drink like there's no tomorrow and always making me cry.
not really caring about how i feel and walking out on me.
looking back now, i realise we really did change alot for each other.
so now, you know he has got many bad habits huh. =p



he punch me today. asshole.
im gonna write it down for everyone to see!!!!!!!
now my arm's bruised!
stupid chunky chicken meat!@#$%$@#!&

i hate you x 1,000

Romance and roses

it was a wait worth while.
though i see you for two hours, but i enjoyed myself greatly. =)
thank you for coming even though you're so tired.





and you're suppose to say thank you for dinner!

There's something about the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement
You walk me to the car
And you know I want to ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah

We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absentmindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I`d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow
‘Til we run out of road in this one horse town
I wanna stay right here in this passenger’s seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now capture it, remember it

and I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in and I’m a little more brave
It’s the first kiss,
It's flawless,
Really something,
It’s fearless.

Oh yeah
And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I would dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

im gonna get taylor swift- fearless album. =)

565,209 minutes

my eyes are closing.
today, didn't study much.
im deprived of sleep.
cannot concentrate. so tonight, im gonna sleep a little earlier.
not going to school tomorrow.
arranged for my tuition to be in the morning. =)
after that, i will be meeting greg and cher to study again.

went for lunch with gera, gwen and cher at KAP Mac.
i miss you gera.
but i am gonna hate you from now on..
unless............................... the sentence is long. i am lazy to type.
you know it yourself huh.
i am not gonna talk to you again. starting from NOW!
hahaha..

Gwen's turning back to her normal state, and.......................... happily ever after~~! =p
i have not seen Ben for days... Bet i am not gonna see him till exams.

cher and i tried to con greg today.. but ended up it backfired and we two became the fools.
he was laughing at us the whole time. and we really made a fool outta ourselves.
it was really funny!!
tml when i wake up i'll have abs already! hahahaha!!

my whole block blackout when i reach home after studying.
and i had my dinner in the dark with two candles in front of me.
my so called "candle light dinner" but i ate it alone.

my bro scare me with the show Rec.
saying our house looked like the last floor of Rec and the Portuguese girl's gonna come and drag me away.zzz
im so afraid and i followed him everywhere he walked!

my structuring of sentences suck.
but who cares... im so damn freaking tired.!

i think dad's gonna change his mind about my Bangkok trip.
sigh... please change after i book the tickets.

have not been talking to rel for a long time.
yesterday i manage to find some time out for her.
and we talked for like 1hour?
i didn't know how we manage to talk to the point where i breakdown and cried.
i thought i was strong.
maybe i am just too stressed up with everything.
gotta work and study at the same time.
and exams are coming.
sometimes, i wonder how gera manage it.

and i've gotta earn $900 by dec.
i still gotta treat darren for dinner.
argh!!!!!!!!

thanks rel! i have not felt such comfort for a long long time.
thank you!!



i've decided to put my phone in the cardboard.
bye bye phone!


alright, gotta sleep.
nitey people!

i miss the times..



i've been moody.
no time for myself.
studying everyday.
no one to rely on.









as you can see,
this is a sad post. haha..


don't worry.. im alright, people. =)

Sweet dreams, kitty

i am super duper tired. been studying all day.
but we did talk for awhile. actually i think for a long while.....
it's only the three of us today.

gera went to school today! she can wake up!!!
but i bet tml she wont be coming again.

i always thought one day, if im gonna have a joint account, it'll be with whichever guy that's willing to share his life with me.. but today, i went to open a joint account with cherlyn. =)
my first commitment to her. haha.
the webby is gonna be done up soon. support us, girls! =)
i hope things goes well, think i'll be so upset if it doesn't =(

anyway, today i accomplished a few of the stuffs i wrote on my organizer and im quite proud of myself. =)

1. finish my maths work.
2. studied MPO lecture 2 and 3
3. open a joint account with cherlyn
4. browse through the new articles
5. post a few more clothes
6. downloaded my maths answers
7. browse through the past exams paper
8. apply ibanking online =)
   
9. read the newspaper

now, i simply need a massage!

tomorrow's schedule would be......

1. School
2. tuition
3. go gym
4. study MPO lecture 4 and 5
5. do Maths
6. do a few articles
7. post a few more clothes
8. read the newspaper
   

it would be like that till 1st dec. no more playing.just studying all the way.
it's tiring yeah..
i think dad's about to change his mind about the Bangkok trip.
SHIT!! should have booked the flight earlier.
sigh.....

Chantel is here. went to picked her up from the airport yesterday.
i can't go shopping with her!!! =(
i hope after my exams, she's still around.

alright...... i should go now.. gotta wake up at 8am.
nitey readers!










GERALDINE YAP, ARE YOU GONNA CRASH OUR LECTURE TOMORROW?
IF YOU REALLY MISSES US, THAN YOU BETTER COME.
I WILL KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN, IF I DON'T SEE YOU IN THE MORNING, =x
HAHAHA...